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Throat Infection

2009-07-16T08:35:00.002+08:00

I have really weird sleeping habits these days.
Three nights ago, I slept at 11+pm, early by my standards, only to wake up every 2 hours.
I guess that was when I started to feel sick.
I went for breakfast with the besties (Hotcakes! FINALLY),
and slept almost the entire afternoon.
That night, I slept at 9pm and only to wake up 12 hours later, at 9am.
My head feels like it was gonna burst and I was having a temperature,
& well, circumstances wasn't helping.
It was pretty much a bad day.
Yesterday, went to the doctor.
So....I was told that I'm having throat infection.
But that didn't stop me from meeting the besf and the boyf later that day.
I slept as soon as I washed up and here I am, blogging at 8.30am.
How's my day so far, u ask me?
I've been awake since 6.30am.
Woke up sounding like a tranny.
Called the boyf while he was on his way to the office.
Planned Sat's date.
Practically, gave my bestf a wake-up call.
Talked to my mum a little.
I still haven't start eating my medicine, which I spent $34 on.
I can smell nothing.
The boyf and I was walking pass this sewage area, & I had no reaction.
Usually I would squirm and cover my nose.
Yes, it's that bad!
My taste buds are useless.
I can't taste anything that goes into my mouth.
So pretty much, I lost my appetite.

Okay, this post is so redundant.
So imma stop typing.
Good day people!

2009-07-14T18:34:00.002+08:00

the heart aches.

Dusk & Summer.

2009-07-12T22:53:00.005+08:00

Another Saturday spent with the boyf.
Caught 'Haunting in Connecticut'.
It wasn't that scary.
Think mummies and zombies.

Trust him to take the most unflattering shots. Haha.
Sentosa was awesome.
We were caught in the rain that night, under the little huts by the beach.
Lightning, thunder, the works.
I never felt so safe (:

You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart, and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love and beautiful

-

On a different note, I miss hanging out with my bestf.
There.
I've said it Mira. Sheeesh.

The Death of The King of Pop

2009-07-08T11:43:00.005+08:00

Unless you've been living under a rock, you would know by now that the world lost a very significant music icon last week. It's none other than the legendary, Michael Jackson. He has been around the music industry for as long as I can remember. Honestly, I wasn't a die hard but I still love his music. Thriller, Heal the World and Man in the Mirror. Those are some of the songs that I love from the King himself. But on a deeper note, I love him for the fact that he inspires people. In fact, he was and still is, an inspiration to some of my favorite artistes and some of the big names in the music industry such as Justin Timberlake, Usher and many more.
He has touched many lives with his love for music, to the extent that some of his fans actually committed suicide upon hearing the death of their hero. That is how much he meant to some.

I was watching the memorial this morning,
and I started to bawl my eyes out when his daughter spoke.
Click here to watch.
My heart goes out to his children.

Though he might have left us,
his music still lingers in the hearts of million of people around the world.
It will echo through the history of the entertainment industry,
It will project through the future,
& will continue to inspire.

There is no better way to say it then to quote his song 'Gone too soon',

Like a comet blazing 'cross the evening, gone too soon.

Rest in peace, MJ.
Thank you for sharing us with your gift.
God Bless.
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On another note, the media and haters should just back off
& stop milking the whole scenario.
I can't believe it when I read some comments on Youtube
that says "He's probably faking his own death as he has too much debt"
You know what? Fuck off.
& stop coming out with conspiracies regarding his death.
He was exploited enough when he was alive,
just let the man go with dignity.

To: You.

2009-07-05T19:43:00.002+08:00

"Oh what a tangled web, when we first learn to deceive"

-Shakespeare

You know what's sad? When your bestfriends can't even trust what you've said. Why? Why don't you ask yourself, Miss-I'm-Too-Hot-Too-Handle? Once twice, maybe we'll look it over. But it's been years and nothing has changed. Still self centered? Check. till think damn highly of yourself? Check. Still trying too hard to impress? Check. Well guess what my friend, we still feel the same way about you since those years. APPALLED BY THE FACT THAT YOU CAN JUST LIE THROUGH YOUR FREAKING TEETH! For the love of God, you don't even flinch when you were telling us all those lies.
Don't you remember what happened last year? The 5 months we spent not talking to each other all because i'm apparently 'insensitive' to your freaking feelings when in actual fact, I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING IN THE FIRST FREAKING PLACE. Here's a newsflash for you princess, THE SAME THING HAPPENED AGAIN A FEW HOURS AGO. Do you want history to repeat itself? & I would think by now, you would've known. BUT NOOOO,
there you go proving me wrong, yet again. Trust me when I say I'm(and the other 2) is trying hard to trust whatever you said to us. But it seems that our efforts failed everytime you tell us a 'fresh' lie. Help us to help you.
You know what you should do?
START THINKING, coz honestly, I don't think you have been doing that.

I guess you're right.
You & I, can never be on the same page.

Black Keys.

2009-06-28T21:59:00.008+08:00

I had a great weekend.
Saturday saw me spending time with the boyf watching Transformers.
AWESOME!AWESOME!AWESOME!
& I just loooove looking at Josh Duhamel. Total Hotness!

Sunday was spent with the family and cousins.
Had a great home-cooked lunch of pasta,garlic bread, onion rings and drumlets.
Yep, I'm 12kg heavier now. Bleargh.
-

The perfect rainbow never seems so dull when you're by my side.
-

Have a great week ahead.
God Bless (:

Botanics Fun.

2009-06-22T15:07:00.005+08:00

A lovely day spent with my most fav. people in the world.
We had a little picnic over at the Botanics.
Reminisced a little, Ate plenty, Laughed too much.

The Four Daras.

Yes, the boyf was there too (:

We played a mean game of Pepsi Cola.

Spot the difference.
The paper plate has to spoil the picture! Chet!

We got tired.
So we sat around, looking pretty. Hahahahaha.

My meant-to-be.
No matter how irritating he can get :P

My b-e-a-u-tiful bestfriends.

"They always say a heart is not a home,
without the one that gets you through the storm."

I'm home.

We're chasing stars to lose our shadows.

2009-06-19T14:43:00.003+08:00

PACIFIC COFFEE WITH MY GIRLS WAS LOVE!

The people who'll stick around.

The outdoor setting is awesome (:

Time spent with boyf was great <3
-

Have a great weekend lovelies,
I know I will :D
God Bless!

KL Trip

2009-06-19T12:07:00.007+08:00

Oh hello there.
It's been awhile.
FB photo upload is being a bitch.
Therefore, it motivated me to blog abt my KL trip.
The main reason to go there was for my Aunt's wedding,
and my dad is the wali.
So yep, this is gonna be a looooooong post.
you've been warned!

We checked into a hotel at JB while waiting for our coach at 8pm later that night.

The bus ride was spent sleeping and listening to Romeo.
Reached KL about 1am, and we walked to our hotel.
My brother hitched a ride with a mat rempit.
No one realized that until we saw him riding past us.
Hilarious. I was too zoink-out and shocked to take any picture of that.

We stayed at Heritage Station Hotel.
It's actually the old KTM Train Station.
Very english, if its not for the fact that it wasn't really taken care of properly.

The lift fascinated every one of us.
OLD SKOOL!
there's a door that you have to open to get in.
and apparently, only 4 can take the lift at a time.
but we managed to squeeze in more than 4.

See the fascinated faces.

This kid was still fresh at 2am.
Look at those eyes.

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After sleeping/sneezing/coughing for a good 5 hours.
We all woke up and got ready for the wedding.
My aunt's FINALLY getting married!
Since we couldn't really see the surroudings of the hotel that night,
we walked around while waiting for the honeymoon-ers to touchdown @ KLIA.

Our corridor.
It is a nice setting for a horror movie, if you ask me.
Especially at night.

The view from our backdoor.
Colonial. Nice.

My Little Gaga-s.
Can you say P-P-P-Pokerface?

So after my brother and SIL came and settled down,
we started to make our way to my aunt's place.
Which is quite at the end of KL, near Batu Caves area.
We took the LRT.

I found a freaking owl at his backyard!!
It was sooo pretty.
We affectionately and unofficially named it, Cocked-Eye.

My mum wanted to take a pic with it,
but she was afraid that the owl would peck her. hahah.

Anyway, my dad nikahkan my aunt, whom hereforth, would be known as Mother.
Coz that's what we all call her since we were kids.
Funny story.
After the whole nikah ceremony,
my sister cheekily asked Mother,

Sister: So Mother, kiter panggil dier ape?? Father?
Mother: Tanye lah dier.
then she went to ask my new uncle
(who doesnt really speak Malay well, he's Iranian),
Mother: B (yes i was shocked too), diorang tanya mahu panggil you ape? Father?
Uncle: Yea, FATHER or DADDY.

So just like that, I have a new Daddy/Father.
After I salam-ed and hugged her, she said,
"Kau sorang je yang tinggal."
Right. Still long time lah, Mother!

So yep, we were stucked there without any cabs.
So the only way to the main road was to..... HIKE.

Yep, 15 of us climbing stairs, jumping over puddles, selak-ing kain.
Walked a pretty long way.
God Bless the creator of GPS.
Went to KLCC to have dinner at......

Manhattan Fish Market!

Mak Bapak ku sungguh happy! haha!

I shared a platter with the cousin.
Yummeh (:
Then, we surprised my sister since it was her birthday the next day!
The staff was very welcoming and they even dimmed the lights.

The birthday ~~girl~~ woman and her tiramisu cake.
We went back to the hotel to change before heading off to Petaling St.
Guess what?
By the time we reached there, the shops were gone!
and it's only 11+ on a Saturday night!
Bummer!
So we went back to sleep.
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I can't get enough of this little monster,
who wakes up people in the most affectionate way,
SLAPPING THEM!

*sings*
You got that hair slicked back and those wayfarers on, baby

I swear, I wanted to take a pin and burst that damn thing.
So irritating.
It followed us all the way back to S'pore.

The SIL treated us to Haagen Daaz after that.
Chocoholic lah, Chocolate Journey lah, mcm2!
The Birthday Girl on her birthday.

This girl is very manja with my brother.
then before we know it, it's time to head back to Singapore,
while the honeymoon-ers continue their stay at KL, and then off to Langkawi.

The breath-taking ball of orange fire on the way home.
Overall, the trip was a very quick one, becoz of the wedding.
Didn't get much shopping done.
Will definitely be back with the Sisterchicks, by the end of this year.
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One thing/person that was always at the back of my head,
and always in my heart throughtout the 3 days trip is definitely...
my pria terhebat.
(really, who else were you expecting? haha)

“I’ll tell you the worst of me,
and try to give you the best of me.
Because you don’t deserve any less.”

Wedding Bells.

2009-06-08T23:03:00.001+08:00

Wedding's over.
The newlyweds had safely landed at their honeymoon destination.
The tiredness still lingers.
But all was well (:

KL, this weekend.
Woooohooooooooo!

My Happy Place.

2009-06-04T15:24:00.002+08:00

It's the wedding weekend y'all!

You make me crazier.

2009-05-27T11:13:00.003+08:00

Went JB with the Sisterchicks & Partners yesterday.

It was greaaaaaaaaaaat!

Had a weird start to the day.

But it ended up PERFECT (:

Had seafood for dinner.

I was in heaven.

Foood Galore!

We had Kenny Rogers for lunch.

Well, that was disappointing.

Let's not go there.

We had Secret Recipe for tea.

Cakes, Cheesecakes and Pies!

Again, HEAVEN!

We watched Bohsia: Jangan Pilih Jalan Hitam.

& it was a great movie.

My first time watching a movie in JB.

Hehe.

Ultimately, the company was the best I could ever asked for.

The besties and the boyf, and of course the other bestie's boyf.

I can't wait for more outings with them (:

I love my girls.

I love my boyf.

I love my life.

I'm truly am blessed.

Alhamdullilah.

Kuda Kepang.

2009-05-24T11:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my mum's friend held her birthday/anniversary celebration at the void deck. Her sons are active in a local Kuda Kepang group. It wasn't just a cultural performance.

Whips, glass eating and licking charcoal. Fascinating much?

Kuda Kepang has been around the Malay Community ages ago. I remembered watching it at Kampung Melayu when I was a kid, and it freaked me out. As I was growing up, I didn't remember watching it anymore. Maybe becoz the Kuda Kepang scene has lessen. Recently, it became more popular in weddings and special occasions. There are basically 2 types of performances. One is for purely cultural performance, while the other involves 'spiritual contact'. During my brother's wedding about 2 years ago, we had the barongan and gamelan.

Purely cultural.

@ my bro's wedding.

Scary, much?

The dancers.

But what I witness yesterday, was more than just dance and music.

It was the real deal.

The crowd was huge.

Reminds me of East Coast on weekends. They were equipped with mats and such.

Only that this is at West Coast Road. Haha.

Pictures are taken by my 3.2 megapixel camera phone, so they aren't that good.

& it was an aerial view, coz I was standing at my corridor.

This performance were by the girls of the group.

They were already in their trance stage when I came to watch.

The ones that was circled red, were the performance, in their trance.

The blue circles are the ones with the whips, the leaders.

The feed on the smoke of the kemenyan, flowers, raw eggs, grass and water.

The performer, stepping on broken glass.

There was even this part when she climbed a table, jumped, and landed on the glass.

She even rolled around in it.

Ouch.

I once watched a documentary about the Kuda Kepang.

The leader who was interviewed said that it doesn't go against the religion.

But please, is it humanly possible for a person to step and roll in glass without feeling the pain? Is it humanly possible for a person to eat glass? to lick charcoal?

I guess it's something for you to ponder upon.

This is when they are trying to get it out of her body.

They'll start dancing the javanese dance (for girls).

For the guys, they'll start doing silat.

Some pass out after that, while some regain their conciousness.

The bottomline is,

Kuda Kepang is a part of the culture and is a form of art in its own right.

But if it involves spiritual contact, itu dah syirik babe.

So leave it simple, preserve it as Art.

Fly with me.

2009-05-22T22:58:00.004+08:00

A date with my Chicks.

Went to watch Night At The Museum 2.

& it was crazy awesome!

Ben Stiller was hilarious.

Amy Adams was gorgeous and cute playing Amelia Earhart.

The monkey named Able was adorable.

Owen Wilson didn't dissapoint.

But of all the cast, the ones that stood out for me was the cherubs!

Guess who did their voice overs?

The Jobros!

& boy, were they cute!

The guys went through 'Cherub Bootcamp'.

Watch it. The boys were damn cute and funny.

What? Does he think he has straight hair, he's special?!

OhMyJoe(:
Go catch it and have a good laugh.
It's worth every buck.

LoveGame.

2009-05-21T18:23:00.001+08:00

Sweet Child O' Mine.

Fuzzy Wuzzy

2009-05-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Second update of the day.

Damn right I'm free.

Just came back from prata fix with the besties.

Meeting them again this friday for movie date. YEAY!

Two nights in a row I've been eating pratas and drinking tehs.

& the ulcer on my lips hurts like hell. urgh.

Second update for the day.

Damn right I'm free.

Yesterday was dinner with the Jellies and Love at Vivo.

Caught up with each other, it's been awhile since we did that.

Planning for our next escapade.

I miss the old us.

June, come fast. I'm waiting.

Lonely ghost burning down songs.

2009-05-19T13:22:00.005+08:00

The voice that you've been ignoring sometimes may be the voice of truth. But why are you exactly ignoring it? Becoz you're afraid to face it? Scared of what the consequences might be? Fair enough, those are valid. But really, how long more do you want to keep living like this, running away from what it actually is?

DENIAL. DECEIT. LIES. Really? Is this what it all has come down to?

This is an all time low.

I'm disappointed.

For a moment like this.

2009-05-17T23:10:00.001+08:00

It was one of those moments that would stay perfect forever,
no matter how shitty and uncertain situations may lead us to in the future.
It was one of those moments in life that will keep us going when times are bad.
It was one of those moments that will make me smile no matter how bad my day is.
It was one of those moments I will keep close to the heart,
tucked in a special corner that is only meant for you.
It was one of those moments that I feel that all I need was right there with me.
It was one of those moments that I feel that I have all the love in the world.

Thank you, Love.

Uninspired.

2009-05-10T10:42:00.003+08:00

The bestf.

I will blog when I feel more inspired.

the boyf.
& I want my long hair back.

Happy Mothers' Day!

Tresses & such.

2009-05-05T11:03:00.001+08:00

midlength.
the boyf said 'weird hairdo.'

Kiss Me Through The Phone.

2009-05-03T12:35:00.004+08:00

Labor day was spent with the poly mates.
It's been awhile since we last hung out, and it was fun!
It's nice to know that even as time passes,
we still laugh at the same old things,
cracked the same lame jokes,
and still enjoy each other's company.
I've known this bunch since Year One,
and kept me entertained through boring lectures/tutorials.
The guys are off to serve the country within the next 2 months.
Good luck with that!
Shall catch up soon (:
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Saturday was spent with the boyf.

Wolverine was kinda mediocre.
I still love X3: The Last Stand.
Which will be showing on TV tonight!

Back to where we started, SENTOSA!

Thanks for the lovely time, love (:
-

One month countdown to the brother's wedding, can't wait!
And KL the following week. Wheeeeeee!
Oh yes, that reminds me.
I need to make renew my passport.
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Keep the Love y'all!

I was counting on 4ever.

2009-04-30T00:36:00.004+08:00

Everything is falling into place now.

It's more or less, set in stone.

There's a silver lining in every cloud, they say.

Never was a believer, till it actually happened to me.

Sometimes, when I think about it, it seems that I was meant for this.

I didn't complete the documents, I didn't send in the required papers,

knowing that I kinda screwed up big time.

But still, they replied.

Maybe this is His way of showing me that this is meant for me.

That I'm more than what I thought I was.

& I'm thankful for that, I really am. Alhamdullilah.

& so it was the first day back to sch again for me.

My class is a bunch of slackers, so I feel right at home.

Walking through campus was just......different.

Same place, familiar corners, but it's just different.

It doesn't feel like the place it once were, for me.

Last time, I could walk 100m and I would say Hi to a friend or 2.

Turn into a corner and I would see another familiar face and would exchange hugs.

But now, its just a sea of people, with blank expressions.

We're never getting back those days again.

I guess like what Dal said to me just now,

"You might still be in poly, Fiza, but you are passed that stage."

It's kinda sad.

On a higher note, I'm meeting my ACC mates this Friday!

Another great weekend awaits (:

My days are just getting better.

You spin me right round

2009-04-27T23:25:00.001+08:00

Sudden burst of retardation.
Godsent, these girls are.

Dear Time, I've been patient for so long.

2009-04-25T23:06:00.004+08:00

24th April started like any other day.
My niece coming into my room,
and shouting "MAK SU! WAKE UP!". Nothing special abt that.
Me shouting "GET OUTTTT!". Normal.
15 mins later, I'll groggily wake up to the boyf's text, also asking me to wake up.
That's quite normal. (note:i swear, people can't let me sleep in. sheeeesh.)
Then Iman gave me a letter.
MOE. Hmmm. Edusave kot?
I opened it and went 'WTF?!'.
Remember the interview that I went a few weeks ago?
This entry.
Well, I kinda gave up on it after THIS.
In a nutshell, I've been "selected for appointment to the Education Service".
I screamed bloody murder and ran gleefully to my mum.
Alhamdullilah.
I'm greatful and contented at where I am in life.
& Hartini, I DID kinda 'bhangra' the night away. Read Below. Heh.
I was in high spirits throughout the day.
Good for me, coz it's FRESHMEN DANCEPARTY at sch later on!

GBS activated for security duty for the night.
We didn't dance much coz the crowd wasn't that hyper,
and the music kinda suck at some point.
Kudos to the organising committee though!
Job well done with the organising (:

More pics @ Facebook.
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A perfect ending to an almost perfect day.
*sings* Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
-

Happy Weekends Lovelies (:

Lines, Vines & Trying Times.

2009-04-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

The cousin, Fattanah!
Had a great time talking and catching up with this woman last week.
& I finally managed to have a proper convo with her *ehemz*.

Sisterchicks chalet was a blast!!
Pics are uploaded in Facebook (:
KL in October. WHEEEE!

For God knows what reason, his eyes are always half closed in pictures.
The weekend was a rollercoaster ride, but it only made me love him more.
*okay you guys can stop gagging. sheeesh.*

3D JONAS EXPERIENCE WAS THE BOMBBBBBBBBBBB!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE JOE <3
'nuff said.

June 15th.
How awesome is their new album cover?

Of Love & Friendship.

2009-04-20T00:50:00.001+08:00

@ chalet with the Sisterchicks, & having a blast.

Webcaming with Love.

Eve.

2009-04-14T19:07:00.002+08:00

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. A woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

People think I'm Crazy.

2009-04-12T14:09:00.003+08:00

My bestfriend graduated!
Alhamdullilah.
I was sooo proud of this woman. You did well, darling!

& it was Botanics yesterday to meet the cuzzie, Fattanah!
She was our tour guide for the afternoon and a pretty good one at that.
I had fun learning abt plants. HAHA!
Dinner with his friends was great.
Great girls (:

p/s: thanks for the awesome day yesterday, love <3
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SISTERCHICKS CHALET NEXT WEEKEND.
GEREKKKK PE!!

oh yes, i wanna watch Jonas 3D movie so that
I can express my undying devotion to Joe Jonas.

Everything I'm Not

2009-04-09T13:23:00.005+08:00

Funny how those words seems to affect me. Deep down as much as I don't want to admit it, it does bother me. It's more of the way those words were conveyed. Waaay to make me feel good aye? I keep telling myself not to let it affect me, but it's been on my mind the whole freaking day.

Urgh.

I'm trying to make myself believe that you're a different person. Then & now.

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Hits home.

Just smile and let it go.

2009-04-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was karaoke with the besties.
Long overdued, and we definitely had one heck of time singing and laughing.
I am so lucky to have met these babes in sec sch,
and even after all the adolescent years and now ALMOST adult,
we're still the best of friends.
Yes, our ideas might clashed before,
yes, we might have differences,
but time has taught us to look through pass that
and cherish the time we have with each other.

& official camp pics are in.

THANKS ROBERT(the guy in the pic)!!

Second Chance.

2009-04-04T16:06:00.010+08:00

Holly remembers how Tom used to smile at her across the desk as they worked in the library. Sometimes she'd be buried in revision and she'd look up and catch Tom's eye and he'd grin; and even then, even when her crush was over for her, no longer spent nights crying in her bed as she listened for Endless Love, even then she knew that whatever she and Tom had, it was special.

And thought that, maybe, at some point in the future they would find one another again.

-Second Chance by Jane Green

Story of my life, except that it's What Hurts The Most.
fucking template, get out of my head!

I have this sudden urge to live vicariously and not give a damn about what people might think about me, my actions or whatever the consequences might be. Sometimes, it gets tiring to CARE. Heck, I don't even know what I'm feeling right now, and I need to get away from whatever that is. Fuck expectations and growing up. pfffft. I'm writing this entry coz I need to freaking rant. I don't know about what. I don't know why I'm suddenly angry at the world. It's too early for PMS. Maybe it's just me. Me, not feeling contented with what I have now. Me, not being able to do what I wanted to do. Me, being a self-centered bitch. BLEARGH.

I think the sentence that would summarise this entry is best written in the lyrics of Nelly Furtado's Try.

When I see you standing wanting more from me, all I can do is try.

Imma go scream into my pillow now.

pardon the vulgarities. please don't ask me abt this entry. thank you.

Until Tomorrow.

2009-04-02T12:22:00.006+08:00

After months(hmm, abt 5 months) of not having full-strength meet up,
I met the Chicks yesterday!
Went to town with them for a bit before meeting the GBS.
We had the oppurtunity to measure our heights.

Mira & Kin- 1.64M
Nab- 1.68M
Fiza- 1.57 M

what the heck.
I wanna be taller!
& we discussed our chalet details.
So very exciting.
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Anyway, headed to Cashstudio to meet the GBS.
& we karaoked the night away.
Turned into Mat/Minah JiwangzZz for the night.

14 people turned up.
Awesome.

GBS Family Potrait!
Had supper at Forum's Mac after that and it was home.
Sentosa outing on the 11th, so looking forward to that.
-

I need a job. Bleargh.

FOC 09/10 EGYPT!

2009-03-28T19:47:00.006+08:00

After 4 FOCs (Atlantis, Camelot, Greek, Egypt),
after tons of wonderful memories,
after meeting some pretty awesome people,
after the tears, sweat and blood,
my final camp with NPSU is finally over.
I went home with bruises on my shin, ankle and a bloody nose.
All evidence that I had an insane time in camp.
But it was fantastic!

This time round, camp was made awesome thanks to these people,
or should I say, The GBS (GangBang Security)!
Namely: Yat, Roy, Mun, Aiman, Hafiz, Ming, Hashim, Zul, Muz, Nurra, Yani
and those who joined us too,
Nas, Hisham, Helmi.
What started out as a joke, actually turned into something serious.
But we had fun being 'activated'.
We were fierce, like that. Haha!

The Camelot GLs, one hell of an awesome FOC that was!
We went through all the shit together,
but at the end of the day,
we are as bonded as ever.
I'm glad to have met each and every one of them
through the many camps that we went through together,
be it FOC, Team Bonding Camp and Challengers.
Camps wouldn't be as memorable as it was if it's not for these wonderful people.

CREW IS COOL.
'nuff said.

Camp might be over,
but hopefully, the bond would only be strengthen in time to come.
Thanks for the memories.
I'm gonna miss you guys ):

Gone are the days of summer
We couldn't change it if we tried
Why would we want to?
Let's go where we got to
Our paths will cross again in time

p/s: i'm suffering from post-camp syndrome. missing FOC and GBS already. More pics on my facebook. please feel free to tag yourselves.

Wild at Heart

2009-03-22T23:41:00.001+08:00

That rebel moon is shining
Those stars burn like diamonds
Hell bent on chasing down that crazy slide
I'll follow you where you're leading
To the first sweet taste of freedom
You got me running, baby
Wild at heart
-

Camp tmr. Hopefully.

Hell bent on chasing down that crazy slide.

2009-03-20T21:09:00.005+08:00

Right, so 20th March will go down in history as one of my worst days ever.
Yes, I'm retaking one module next sem.
Yes, it's 6 more months of school for me.
Yes, I won't be graduating till September.
Yes, I did feel like the world came crashing down on me.
Yes, I have to postpone my future plans or better yet, re-think my life.
Yes, I'm still finding the blessing in disguised in this whole mess.

The interview went good. The thing is, due to the above circumstances, I might have to reject them even if I got accepted. Maybe God has bigger plans for me, and I should accept it. However beaten and bruised the faith I have in myself right now, I know it will get better in time. I just have to put my mind on POSITIVITY mode and stop dwelling on the negativeness. And stop with my What-ifs situations. It's a done deal.

I'm blessed to have a boyfriend who is exceptionally patient and have been very understanding to me through this tough week and especially today. I don't talk about him much here, but he deserve so much more than just words and occasional pictures in this little ranting space of mine. I know I can be a real pain sometimes, and he puts up with all that crap.
& I love him for that. Thank you dear.
We'll make it through okay? Chin up, love!

And also, I'm forever grateful for the day that I made friends with Siti Kamirah. She had been a great company and did her job as my bestfriend by listening to me and cheering me up. I'd probably spent the afternoon buried under my pillows and crying my eyes out, if it's not for her. I love you Bestie.
Thanks for everything.

No, I'm not alright, not yet.
But yes, I'll be fine.
Thanks for your concern.
Congratulations to those who made it.

Daddy's Little Girl

2009-03-19T11:29:00.003+08:00

oh dear, it's Thursday already?
Time sure pass quickly even when you are not feeling your best.
It's been quite a week so far, with what's been happening around here.
Started the week by having fever and a bad headache which still comes and goes.
I've got my fair share of inadequate people who's in the healthcare industry.
I've been sleeping early for the past few nights,
coz I was pretty damn worn out by the time I reach home.
I lost my appetite.
This might due to the fact that I'm bloody nervous about Friday.
WHICH IS TOMORROW!
Why? Coz it's results day.
I swear, I've never been this nervous about results.
and also, the fact that I was shortlisted for an interview tomorrow too.
How can I not be a wreck with all these things happening?
Or maybe it's just me,
I'm known for thinking too much.
I can hear Mun's voice at the back of my head,
"It's all psychology," or "It's all in the mind."
I pray that everything will go on smoothly.
Insyallah.

Hartini's 22nd.

2009-03-15T22:01:00.004+08:00

I had the girls do a jumpshot for me.
Cute, much?
Yesterday's outing to Bugis.

We were bored.

We were like tourists when we visited TamanWarisan.
-

And today was an impromptu birthday celebration for ze cousin,
Hartini, who's turning 22 tmr!

Please ignore the makeup-less face.
Chocolate Cake from Royal's Cakes.

March Babies.
Kak Nisa- 8th March
Kak Tini- 16th March
Iman Nashita- 26th March

Food Galore!
Donuts, Pizzas, Cakes!
Not in picture: Mum's Mee Soto and Macaroni Goreng!

& what's a birthday celebration without a little bit of sabotage?
"OMG! MY MAKE UP! FIZA! MY MAKE UP!"
That's all that she cared about when I smeared cream on her face.
You know I love you sister!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!

Part of the List.

2009-03-14T23:14:00.004+08:00

CREW IS COOOL!

Thursday night saw me going Bugis with the Union people.
Actual plan was a bunch of us were going to meet at Arab St. for sheesha.
But at the end of it, it was only Nurra, Mun, Roy, Yat and Me.
It was just us chilling and Yat telling us stories.
Fun indeed.
-

Today, Bugis with the family.
Last minute stuff.
Therefore, I owe someone a huge apology for cancelling.
Sorry dear ):

But anyway, my baju for the wedding is set and I love every inch of it.
Now I just gotta hunt for the dinner part of the wedding.
I'm excited for the wedding!
-

I want to write.
But I'm suffering from what you can call, a writer's block.
I need inspiration to start writing.
I guess the best time to write is when I'm feeling the pits.
But right now, I'm contented.
Alhamdullilah.

Happy One Month Anniversary to Firz!
Love you dear (:

FOC 09/10 EGYPT- TRIAL CAMP

2009-03-11T20:34:00.005+08:00

The last 6 days was awesome!
Went back to sch to help out with the Union's FOC.
This year's theme was Egypt.
Let's recap the themes of the FOC since I was a freshie, shall we?

FOC 06/07- FRESHIE- ATLANTIS (Naga)
FOC 08/07- GL- CAMELOT (Dagonet)
FOC 08/09- CREW- GREEK (Epsilon)
FOC 09/10- SENIOR CREW- EGYPT (Ra)

Damn. I feel old.
-
I have loads (abt 300, i think) pictures of of the trial camp.
I've uploaded them in my FB, so please feel free to browse and comment.
Made some new friends, and caught up with the old.
This is the last FOC for our batch, so we're gonna make the most of it.
One of the major things that I'll miss about polytechnic,
would be the camps that we had.
Not just any camps, it's the NPSU's camps,
coz that is where we start becoming a clique.
I'm gonna miss them once everything is over ):

Camelot GLs!

The Sai Kang Gang.

Security Squad.

Breakfast.
-
I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO ACTUAL CAMP.
WOOOOOOHOOO!

My Eden.

2009-03-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

World,
meet Pria Terhebat.

My Eden.
-

I'm going for SU's FOC Trial Camp from tmr till Wednesday.
So, I shall update when I'm back okay!
Till then,
Take Care Darlings.

LoveLoveLove.

Checkered Tights on a Pretty Pawn.

2009-03-01T11:12:00.005+08:00

Saturday was a good day.
Though the rain did dampen our moods,
we ended up to Swensens' for 'comfort food'.
Surewe had better outings, but yesterday was not that bad either.
Met pria terhebat and Zari later at night.
It was short but definitely fun meet up.

The besties and pria terhebat in one day,
how can it NOT be a good day, aye?
-

I just watched Armegeddon.
One of the best movies ever made, in my opinion,
& one which never fails to make my cry buckets.
Liv Tyler is absolutely stunning in the movie.

I could spend my life in your sweet surrender.

Whisper Something Fragile

2009-02-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

My babes, Rozz and YL!

Last day of school, of my poly life.
Hopefully.
Went out with the babes after our last paper today.
Went Seoul Garden and ate a couple of cows.
We were so full to extend of feeling nauseous. Haha!
I'm gonna miss these babes now that school is over.
YL is going off to Japan for a month in May ):
I had fun with them today!
-

So the holidays are finally upon us.
So many things that I want to accomplish.
So many shows that I would love to catch.
& CAMPS! CAMPS! CAMPS!
I am so looking forward to it.
Also hanging out with the besties, the jellies
& of course more time for pria terhebat <3
-

Happy Holidays lovelies (:
Stay out of trouble y'all!

This is not a game of reminisce.

2009-02-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

Currently on repeat:
The Cab feat. Hey Monday- Take My Hand.

Take my hand,
& we can run away.
Down to this place that I know.
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over.
It's over.
It's over.

Two awesome bands.
The Cab and Hey Monday.
Check them out.

81st Oscars.

2009-02-23T14:17:00.005+08:00

I spent the morning watch the Oscars.
And now I feel guilty coz I should have been mugging.

Hugh Jackman was awesome.
His little number with Anna Hathaway was hilarious.
Click here to watch.

Stupid exams. Grrr.
To those who are unofficially done with school, lucky you!
I don't know why business school has the most papers.
I bumped into one my friends from engineering after my paper on Sat.
I was asking him how was the paper and how many papers he had left.
"Oh, nie last paper. Satu paper je."
translation: This is my one and only paper.
LUCKY.

If you had a bad day,
or you think that your life can't get any worse than it already is,
visit FMYLIFE.
You might think your life ain't that bad afterall.

when bestfriend need a boost.

2009-02-20T01:32:00.010+08:00

i tot of giving you my dearest best friend a can of Redbull, for they say, it gives you wings
but
i changed my mind, because we don't you to get too loose

so here is my drug to you,
the least i can do, is give you some sweet encouragement and a hard tap on the back

this is soo difficult,i cant post any pic and this is my sixth times.
i have said what i need to say,
so being kamirandomah, i decided to have a relationship with bestie on FB.

there was a red alert box and says
"Fyeza Mohd is already i relationship"
hahahaha.
we both had our laughs on it.

so in case you are wondering fyeza, i had a hard time posting this okeeh?
the photo just wouldnt upload.daaang.

anyways, lots of love <3>

When I Think Of You.

2009-02-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you I'll never be too far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me
You're my past, my future
My all, my everything
My six in the morning when the clock rings
And I open up my eyes to a new day
My laughs, my frowns
My ups, my downs
It's the feeling that you get
When you know that something's true
When I think of love, I think of you

I think I'm addicted to your light.

2009-02-15T00:03:00.010+08:00

The "surprise" at Botanics (:

Besties lovin'.

Today was a mad rush for me since 9am in the morning.
But I had a great day, and a more memorable Vday.
Ended the night with the bestie.
She sneaked into my room and we bitched, talked and laughed.
Fell asleep at 2.30 and she sneaked out at 3.30am.
Coool, we should do that more often.
-
On a different note,

we got lost a couple of times(thanks to my AWESOME sense of direction),
I got drench by the sudden outburst of water sprinklers, that was pretty AWESOME as well.
Singapore Flyer was not that AWESOME, but it was pretty fun becoz of the company.
It was an AWESOME Vday (:

Remember those walls I built?
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

My pria terhebat <3

Being with you, is so dysfuctional.

2009-02-06T12:19:00.006+08:00

School's been a drag.
This, coming from a girl, who now only goes to sch twice a week.
I want to get February over and done with,
but yet I'm not ready to face the last 7 days of it.
'IT' being the dreaded exams week.
The last exams of my poly life, hopefully.
I need to get my ass down to some serious studying.
Don't want to retake any modules and stay for an extra sem, now do we?

But really, how can I when my 2 best friends are done with school?
This week alone, we've went out thrice.
We laughed till we cry and smudged our eyeliners.
Thank God for Maybelline's for waterproof mascara, or that would be runny too.
Yes, I'm being very descriptive about how hard we laughed, i know.
It's been awesome and I love them to bits.
But I need to limit myself.
I'm up for study dates, so please send in your texts okay people? haha.

My favourite girls.

The ones that are gonna fill my March, hopefully.

The four *ehem* leading ladies.
-

Sickeningly cute video from Kelly Clarkson.
Her new single,
My Life Would Suck Without You.
She looks great too!

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Happy Weekends, Love(:

One Word: GRAMMY'S.

Sourpuss.

2009-02-03T10:39:00.005+08:00

Like any other birthdays in Sisterchicks,
we decided to try out something new.
So for Mira's 20th(old!), we made dinner reservations
at Sourpuss Cafe, Esplanade.

Flowers for the birthday girl.
& of course, all of us would want to have a pose with it.
Dark Pink Daisies! Sweeeeeeeeet!

Shikin then presented us this photo frame that she did for us.

If you fall, stumble down, I'd pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you, I'd give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won't give up.
Coz I'll be waiting if you fall,
you know,
I'll be there for you

this is the part where you go AWWWW!
Thanks darling (:

So what did we have for dinner?
Masala Fish and Chips for Mira,
Black Pepper Grilled Chicken for Kin and Me.
Plus, Hot Wings for starters.
And Soup of the Day.
We didn't finish the wings.
But the food was superb (:

And Famous Amos Rocky Road Muffin for the birthday girl!

Mira called us as 'The people who made it happen'.

Obligatory pose outside the cafe.
The owners are very nice and served us graciously.
Recommended!

& we turned on our 'tourist mode'
and started snapping up pics by the Singapore skyline.
We had this man

Toilet camwhoring.
Yes, we are guilty as charged. Haha.

And we walked.
we walked.
and we walked some more.

Of course, we took more photos while walking.
That goes without saying.

We parked ourselves at One Fullerton's Coffeebean.
Raspberry Cheesecake.
Mira and I argued over what Kin's fav. drink in Coffeebean.
CHOCOLATE BANANA, I tell ya!
hell yea, i'm the m*effing princezZzZ.

Mira kept posing with her princess tiara.
While I rested my tired feet.

I tried to do a jumpshot with the heels,
and succeeded.
YEAY ME!

ok I just sounded your typical bimbo. please ehhh, that wasnt me.
hehehe.

We headed home after that.

Siti Kamirah Bte Md Nor,
I hope you had a blast on your special day.
Have a great year ahead.
Blessed be, love!

HAPPYBIRTHDAYBESTIE

2009-02-02T00:07:00.003+08:00

MIRA TURNED 20 TODAAAAAAAAAAAY!

And so, our midnight exchange wasn't the usual

Me: Hey babe! The big day is here! Happy Birthday darling.

I love you. We'll have a blast later.

Mira: Hehe. Thanks. Give hints lah.

Me: Go and Die.

Mira: Fcuk you.

Me: Love you too bitch.

& i got away with it, coz she's my bestfriend.

Seriously Mira, I love you (:

Last Night.

2009-01-25T13:27:00.003+08:00

Mira, Fiza, Roy, Nurra
Mun, mane kaaaaaaau?

Ambrosia was nice.
You pay for the ambiance.
It was a while since we all hung out,
so last night was a great catching up session.
& pria terhebat joined us for awhile. that was cool too.

all in all, i had a great time.
more pics on facebook.
Or you can browse it via my facebook badge.

Happy Chinese New Year, ya'll.
Enjoy the long break.

Obamamania.

2009-01-22T19:16:00.005+08:00

For those who know me, they would know that I'm the last person to be political. But somehow, like the rest of the world, I can't escape from Obamamania.
So unless you've been living under a rock,
the US of A had sworn in their new president a few days back.
And this man, is Barack Obama.
America's First Black President.
Honestly, I wasn't into the whole scene untill the inauguration.
Since it was in the wee hours of the morning (Singapore time) that he was sworn in, I was too tired to stay up. I was curious about how the whole swearing in and moving into the White House was going to proceed. So the next morning, I went to Youtube and watched his first speech as the President of the United States.
And there's only one word to describe it.
REAL.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of shortcuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the fainthearted -- for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things -- some celebrated, but more often men and women obscure in their labor -- who have carried us up the long, rugged path toward prosperity and freedom

Click here to watch the inauguration and his first speech.
I'm sure, just like me, you'll believe that this man is meant for great things.

And how can you ignore the different(about 10) Inauguration Ball that is happening?

One of it was the Neighbourhood Inaugaration Ball where several major stars perform.
Mariah Carey's rendition of 'Hero' made me have goosebumps.
Alicia Key's powerhouse vocals belting out 'No One'.
Maroon 5 rocking out 'This Love'
Beyonce had the honor to sing her rendition of 'At Last' by Etta James for the First Dance.
And to top it off, Stevie Wonder and All Stars ended it with a great performance of 'Signed, Sealed, Delivered.'
Awesome performances!

And they even had Kids' Inauguration Concert.
The JoBros, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato were some of the performers.
As much as I hate to admit this,
Miley's new song, 'The Climb', is stuck to my head.
Check it out. It's from her upcoming new movie.
I think that bun on her head is not working out for her.

So here's to Barack Obama,
here's to a better world.

Cheers!

p/s: check out pink's newest album, Funhouse. awesome.

P.P.U Vs. Bsquare

2009-01-20T12:34:00.005+08:00

my favorite punjabi girl turned 20 today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALVIN KAUR!
I wish you good luck.
I wish you happiness.
I wish you good wealth.
I wish you hot dudes.
I wish you sunshine, cupcakes and rainbows.
Okay, i think that's sufficient to sustain you till your next birthday.
I miss you very much and Have a blast being 20 okay?
Lovelovelove.
-

yesterday was an impromptu outing with Yani, Mira and Nurra.
Yani has some vouchers for Swensen IceCream.
1-for-1, baby! woohooooo!
so we headed to IMM for our ice cream date.

so we ordered 4 sundaes (only paid for 2!),
cheesesticks and fries.
and that was when it all started.
it's a havoc when you put us girls together!

& so we were talking at this veranda-by-the-koi-pond place
when we decided to name our clique,
PEREMPUAN PUNYE UNION.
P.P.U, sounds political,i know.
but that's the whole point.

so not flattering, i know.
then the sharing session began.
it's kinda scary on how time can change people.
how a relationship evolve.
I think there is no way a person can prepare him/herself
for what's to come in a r/s.
you only got to give it your best shot,
and pray that you don't fall down flat in the face.
and even, if u fall down,
you just gotta know that that person will help you right up.

okay, i'm off for lunch now.
later happy people (:

p/s: i've replaced my tagboard with a comment link at the end of each post.

so leave your mark people.

yes, even YOU, the closet reader.

A Fine Frenzy

2009-01-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

It's been a great weekend for me.
I hope it was too for you.
I hate Sunday nights.
I think anyone whose working or schooling would agree with me on that.
It's not even Monday yet, but the Blues are already creeping in.
It's tragic, really.
-

Saturday was nicely spent with pria terhebat.

If you run too much, your feet will probably end up looking like his.
hahaha.

-
Mira went kite flying yesterday.
So when I suggested we go to West Coast Park today,
she suggested we do that.
So off we go, with our $2 kite.

failed jumpshot. pffft.

The semangat faces.

HOT! HOT! HOT!
and i'm not talking abt the weather. hehehehe.

that was as high as it would go.
we found out later there's a small hole which screwed the whole equilibrium of the kite.

Magnificent.
So after feeling defeated, we went to have dinner at Macs.
Then, suddenly 2 kids came screaming at me.

Yes, the little monsters were also kite flying this afternoon.
It was overall an enjoyable day with the besties (:

SWITCHING OVER, BITCHES!

2009-01-15T16:43:00.002+08:00

shafizzy89 had served me well for a good 6 years.
And still, after so long, there were memories stored in secret folders.
Funny emails, secret love notes and what nots.
I can't believe I still keep those.
& it still made me smile after all these years.
Oh, how naive and stupid we were.

But I guess, 2009 is a year of CHANGES.
So I'm starting with this one.
A CONTACT LIST CLEAN UP!
For these few weeks,
I'll still be switching between both emails still,
coz I have unfinished business to settle. (READ: Projects)
Then when that's over,
I'll start using nrshfz@gmail.com
permanently.

Lots of Love

2009-01-13T17:18:00.005+08:00

So this afternoon, I had my back towards my niece, Chita.
She was blowing kisses my way but I wasn't paying attention.
She screamed,

"MAK SU! THERE'S LOVE BEHIND YOU! LOTS OF LOVE!!"

That is the cutest thing ever.
She should win an award for The Cutest 4 Year Old.
Ok fine, I'm biased okay?!

Ok, I know I've been blogging about random happenings in my life.
I guess these are the little bits that make life bearable.

Glitter in the Air- Pink

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trusted, just trusted
Have you ever thrown a fist full
of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don´t care

It´s only half past the point of no return
The tip of the ice berg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for
staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring
to prove you´re not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It´s only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

La La La La La La La La

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars
and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and
asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
TONIGHT.

It's one of those songs that make you think.
Go ahead, dive deep into the lyrics.

Turtlehead.

2009-01-12T13:22:00.004+08:00

& so class was canceled this morning,
~~and made me lazy to go for the rest of the lessons.~~
But around 1pm, I received this.

Zul. says: FIZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Fyeza; says: u're so full of nonsense
Fyeza; says: WHAT?! WHAT U WANT FROM ME
Zul. says: AKU NAK BERAKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zul. says: nak berakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Fyeza; says: PEGI TOILET LAHHHH BELO
Zul. says: tak ader org jaga bendeeeeeeeeeeeee
Zul. says:dtg sch jap
Zul. says: take care of our things
Zul. says: then you can go back alr
Zul. says: no need to bathe
Fyeza; says: ASS.

he went on talking about how urgent he is.
i laughed out loud for a good minute after that.

GDO & Pria Terhebat

2009-01-10T23:51:00.010+08:00

10th January 2009,
is by far the best day of 2009 yet.
After a month or so, of whining abt wanting to go Sentosa,
I ACTUALLY WENT TODAY!
With my Jellybabes, Mira and Nurra!
Too bad Yani couldn't make it due to her project discussion.

Warning: Visual Vomit Ahead.
-

The meeting time was at 11am.
But being girls, we ran a little late.
So we ended up meeting at around 12 plus.
Had lunch at Seah Im and headed to Sentosa!

Taken in the bus.
Eyecandy #1 spotted already!
"Today is gonna be a good day," I told the girls.

Obligatory shots after we alighted the bus.
We started thinking of the MatJellies,
and the many shots taken of them at the very spot.
Walked for a bit, and found ourselves a nice little spot to settle down.

Chilled and took more photos.

Our attempts in getting a decent group shot.
BUT, we didn't get any as you can see,
so we proceeded to change.
Toilet damn far lah please.

& we are ready to hit the water!

but not before a decent shot!
This shot makes me wanna sing a part from Accidentally in Love.
Melting under blue skies, belting out sunlight, shimmering love~

I wish the water is bluer.
But we have to make do, of course.

Jumpshot.
Took us a couple of tries before getting this semi-decent one.

Okay the next picture is what Barney Stinson(HIMYM)
would say, "Legen-wait for it- dary!"
Mira and I were suppose to take a picture together,
so when Nurra counted to 3, I pushed Mira down,
and it got caught on camera!
"Fizaaaaaaaaa! You #$@#$"
That's what she said after I pushed her.
Oooops?

I still can't stop smiling whenever I think about it.
Legendary, indeed.

We left our mark in the sand,
and washed up.

All ready to face whatever is waiting for us at the Mainland.
Hurhurhur.

& we bid Sentosa goodbye.
Good times, good times.
Thanks girls for the Girls Day Out(GDO)!
& Mat Jellies, you guys are truly missed.
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And it was then a night spent with priaterhebat.
Marina Barrage was aweeeeesome!
Nice wind, nice atmosphere, nice company.
Too bad no pictures taken coz someone left the camera in the car.
Boo! Hehe.
Happy Birthday You Old, Old Man (:
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Happy Days people!

Songs about Life

2009-01-09T23:44:00.002+08:00

When your tears have dried from cryin'
And the world has turned to silent
When the clouds above have all departed
You'll be right here with me

The Lovers, The Dreamers & Me.

Please tell you'll stay.

2009-01-06T14:56:00.004+08:00

The feeling never gets old.
I hate the fact that I've let it go this far.
I hate the fact that I was once too blind to see the damage done.
Not to others, but what it was/is doing to me.
It seems to fade, but I guess it will never truly go away.
It stays because I still care, as much as I pretended not to.

700th blog entry.

Nothing epic.
More happy posts ahead.

My beautiful letdown.

2009-01-04T18:27:00.006+08:00

It's back to school tomorrow.
And guess what? I'm not looking forward to it. AT ALL.
Gone were the days of waking up at 10am on weekdays.
Gone were the days of laughing my ass of watching How I Met Your Mother.
Gone were the days of basically doing nothing.
The deadlines are looming too near for comfort.
Five frickin' deadlines next week. NOT FUNNY.
It's gonna be one hell of a week starting tmr.
When I'm stressed, several things happen to me consecutively.
My back and shoulders starts to ache. Check.
I get very cranky at the slightest thing. Check.
I have trouble sleeping. Check.
& after the whole ordeal is over, I'll start sneezing and being sick. Soon.
So I'm really looking to my lepak session this Sat with the babes at Sentosa.
I need my sun, sand and sea!

taken of New Year's Eve.

& plus, someone's turning a year older this sat.
Looking forward to spending it with ya ;)
-

Hmmm.
I think I know where I'm heading.
I just need to assure myself (and my mom) more.
We'll see.
Insyallah.
-

God Bless you beautiful people(:

2-oh-0-Nine

2009-01-01T11:13:00.004+08:00

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Moments so dear
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure A Year?
In Daylights? In Sunsets?
In Midnights ? In Cups Of Coffee?
In Inches? In Miles?
In Laughter? In Strife?
In Truth That She Learned?
Or In Times That He Cried?
In Bridges He Burned?
Or The Way That She Died?
How Do You Measure A Year?

The time has come again for us to reflect on the past year,
and pen down our hopes and resolutions for the fresh year ahead.
As like any other years before, each year is a rollercoaster ride of its own.

2008 was no exception.
Friendships were built, ties were strengthen, hearts were bruised.
Tears, sweat and blood were lost trying to save what's dear.
Some were left broken, swept to dark corners.
While some is healing based on purely faith and trust. Slowly, but surely.
Maybe the heart is ready for the new kind of friendship I've found.
One step at a time.
Insyallah, we will get there.
Just don't give up on me, not just yet.

2009.
However foggy this year seems to be right now,
I believe I will know what to do when the time comes.
You know what?
I'm not gonna say anymore.
BRING IT ON.

Cheers, party people!

Shikin's Nineteenth!

2008-12-27T18:14:00.007+08:00

It was my dearest bestie, Shikin, nineteenth yesterday.
and to celebrate the joyous occasion,
we had our inaugural Sisterchick sleepover!
Held at Mira's place.
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We gave her a set of keys to enter mira's place.
& when she entered, this sight greeted her.

With Jason Mraz playing in the background
(we could only wish he was there in person),
lights dimmed, with only candles lighting the room.

Trick candles!
We thought it would be a funny idea to get those.
They'll relight everytime you blow it.
and it's not funny at all!
We almost burned down the house, even before the bday girl reaches.
Bleargh. Never buying those candles again, I think.

Of course she didn't know it was trick candles.
It hit her after her umpteenth time trying to put it out.
She just stared at us and went,
"Oh wait! This is trick candles!!"
Sorry babe (:

Good girls drink sparkling juice!
I swear, Mira has the strongest teeth.
We forgot about the gas,
and the bloody cork FLEW across the room with a loud 'POP!'
after Mira unscrew a small part of it.

& we started goofing around.
we were wondering if those were christmas or birthday hats.
Hmmmmm.

and then,
the unexpected happened.
Kin pulled out 2 boxes from Couple Lab from her bag and passed it to us.
My first question was,
"Did you get us couple rings?"
Hahaha.

Evidently from our expressions,
we were very excited to see what's inside the small wooden white box.

So what's inside?
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JENG! JENG! JENG!

THIS!
Take a closer look at the pendant shall we?

"What is SC?"
My bimbotic question of night.
SisterChicks.
Duh, Fiza.

Anyway, we changed into our nighties and ate!

My mum was nice enough to cook for us Bee Hoon!
and as usual,
when we're full,
we'll start laughing over the darnest things.

a lot of lying down and liquid was involved.
I'm having the worst breakouts ever! My face is a frickin' landmine. Grr.

& we sang all (ok, almost) all the songs written in that scrapbook!
I hope you liked it babe!

If the grinch stole christmas,
I'm the girl who stole and murdered the birthday cake.
I know I'm lame, just laugh okay?
Sheeeesh.

We girl-talked while watching Sex and the City,
which resulted in us not understanding the movie coz we weren't paying attention.
Singing to songs on the radio,
and grilling each other with questions,
and them listening to Misteri Jam 12 (which I refused).

So much for waking up at 4am to go to west coast park.
We ended up calling delivery instead.
We woke up at ard 7+am.
Washed up.
Ordered breakfast.
Watched 'Prom Night'.
Ate breakfast while watching 'Prom Night'.
and here we are back to square one.

TIMECHECK - 10.55am
we watched another movie.
'Knocked up'.
HAHA. It's quite funny at some parts.
We finally made our way home at ard 1+.

I hope you had a blast, honey!
Thank you for the charmbracelet/necklace.
May you have a blessed life ahead.
Happy Birthday Nurul Ashikin!
Here's to the last year of being a teen (:

Never be replaced.

2008-12-22T21:48:00.001+08:00

chocolate-covered strawberries ice cream was the bomb.
karaoke-ing was hell lot of fun.
bestie was awesome (:
thank you.

Holes.

2008-12-21T22:36:00.003+08:00

You know, as many times as you may fall in this lifetime, it always hurt when it happens. You don't want it to get to you, but somehow it does. You try to push the feelings out, but somehow they rush back in through those empty gaps that I would like to call 'weakness'. Yea, you would try to block these gaps up when you move through life. Some gaps do fill up, but some...well, let's just say that as hard as u try to cover them up, they are still there, unfortunately.

time and again, i've been trying to cover it.
time and again, i failed.

Hit the lights.

2008-12-14T00:06:00.005+08:00

& so today didn't turn out the way I expect it to be.

but that aside, I went out of the house for the first time this week!

Going to sch doesn't count okay.

Headed to town to meet my favourite bitch, Dalvin Kaur!

We laughed, reminisced and pondered.

It was a nice Saturday night out with her.

She hates this pic, but I'm gonna post it up anyway.

hehe.

School is not the same without her ):

And the holidays are in, babyyy!

Hartini Idris,

You better get your sexay butt to west coast ASAP.

We need to do what we gotta do.

And I'm excited for Sentosa.

Siti Kamirah,

Go faster faster finish enjoying yourself at Penang.

& don't forget my liquid eyeliner, in black please.

Your BFF will miss you.

Nurul Ashikin,

Go ask your dad already!!

We need to make plans coz it's happening when Mira comes back.

FASTER FASTER!

Nurraihan, Roy Iryan, Munzir Marican and Siti Kamirah,

aka The Jellies,

biler korang nak lepak?!

dah lame sehhhhhhhh.

okay, i'm pretty much done with my shoutouts.

you people better get back to me fast.

Grrr.

As you can see, I'm a very impatient person.

I'm making this blog private due to certain circumstances.

This blog can only be viewed if you are logged in.

So if you get to read this, it means I trust you.

I will make this blog public again when I feel like it.

Thank you for your understanding.

I hope this is just a phase that I'm going through.

I don't know how long I'm gonna take.

Don't close the book on me.

Not yet.

"You're like my own brand of heroin."

Not original, but it touched me (:

Live Your Life

2008-12-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

From here on,

It's a simple concept of 'self fulfilling prophecy' really.
You haven't really seen the world, have you?
Not that I have.
But I think I've seen enough not to pass such judgmental comments.
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This entry is not to put anyone down, or is directed at anyone.
Please take it with a pinch of salt.
& if it DOES hit home, then it's something you can ponder,
and you can thank me later (:

What value do you put in that piece of cloth you wear on you head, sister?
Is it just a mere piece of cloth, without any responsibilities?
Just to cover your head on bad hair days?
Is that what it is coming to nowadays?
Gosh, that's shallow, if you ask me.
So then you start to judge those who are not wearing it.
People like me, who by personal choice, are not in the hijab, yet.
Let me emphasis on the those two words, 'PERSONAL CHOICE'.
Do you question an individual's personal choice and start judging them,
without even knowing them in the first place?
How stereotypical can it get aye?
Shame on you, darling.
Shame. On. You.
Don't get me wrong, I believe there is some good left in this world.
& I have friends who dons the hijab with all their heart.
And I respect them, I really do.
But there's always a few bad apples in the basket, no?
Not wearing the hijab also means that the lifestyle that we lead might be
a little different than those who does.
Not entirely, but still, different.
And 'different' does not equal to 'bad'.
So stop thinking that it is.

So the bottom line is,
DON'T JUDGE.

worlds apart; and you don't even see it.

These white pills are kind.

2008-12-06T20:42:00.007+08:00

& so today,
it was off to the zoo with the family.
I wasn't feeling that well, but no way am I gonna miss out on the fun.
This post won't have any animal pictures, purely human.
I had the worst time sleeping last night coz I'm aching everywhere,
but I dragged myself out of bed at 8am.
& slept all the way to the zoo.

those aren't the real elephants, by the way.

Triple threat: Iman, Misaki, Chita!

kids nowadays.
Whenever we see an animal, they would associate it with a cartoon character.
Nashita surprised me quite a bit.
We were looking at this animal,
& I was scratching my head wondering what on earth it is.
she's like "Hey, that's a Lama!"
I was just like "Oh my god. Yea! It is! Smart girl. How you know?"
"I saw it in Emperor's New Groove!"
(it's a disney cartoon, fyi)
When we see a hippo, they'll be like "Hey, Gloria!"
or giraffe, it will be "Melman!"
when we got to the lion enclosure, chita was like "Wah! My Alex!"
you get the drift.
and yes, they LOVE Madagascar.
Explains why they refer to these animals by that names.

we did a lot of walking.
but the weather was nice to us today.
it wasn't that hot and it wasn't raining either.

the actual reason we went to the zoo.
the newly opened Kids Rainforest thingy.
it's like a mini swimming pool with cool gadgets.

and we found this raft.
you're suppose to pull the rope so you can go to the other side.
KECOH!

some old skool kampong setting.

someone was having a bad hair day.
or is her hair always like that? HMMM.

actually my brother took abt 400+ pictures.
and there are more pictures in my other brother's cam.

but these are the gist of it all.

not in the pic were my 2 brothers.
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Dope Friday nights.

I have weird friends, yes I do.
*sings* You're hot & you're cold.

Renesmee Carlie Cullen

2008-11-29T11:33:00.007+08:00

It's about time I update.

I've been sneezing all morning, and my throat feels like sandpaper.
Grrr.
-
anyways,
It's e-learning week for me next week.
Then it's the Common Test week.
And then it will be a 3 weeks term break.
YIPEEE!
So, yes, need. to. start. mugging.
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My, and maybe a million of other girls, latest obsession,
TWILIGHT.
Having read the saga, any girl would want their own vampire boyfriend.
One with great hair, 'marble skin' and has golden irises.

played by Robert Pattison, who also played Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter

I don't mind have a werewolf as a bestfriend either.
If he's as good looking as this werewolf.

played by 16 year old Taylor Lautner.

The movie's coming out on the 18th, and i'm going with the besties!
Out of the 4 books,
I especially love the 3rd (Eclipse) and 4th(Breaking Dawn) book.
Go read if you're free!
& the song you're hearing now from my blog is the OST of Twilight.
Decode by Paramore.
this is the acoustic version.
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Life's pretty boring these days.
I'll update again when I've injected some life into it.
Cheers!

Pria Terhebat

2008-11-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

Jika teringat tentang dikau
Jauh di mata dekat di hati
Sempat terpikir tuk kembali
Walau beda akan kujalani
Tak ada niat untuk selamanya pergi

Jika teringat tentang dikau
Jauh di mata dekat di hati
Apakah sama yang kurasa
Ingin jumpa walau ada segan
Tak ada niat untuk berpisah denganmu

Jika memang masih bisa mulutku berbicara
Satu kata yang ingin terucap
Kan kudengar caci dan puji dirimu padaku
Kita masih muda dalam mencari keputusan
Maafkan daku ingin kembali
Seumpama ada jalan untuk kembali

It's a revolution.

2008-11-15T14:31:00.004+08:00

Hello there!
I hope life's treating you good!

This past week went by very fast and its 3 more weeks to CTs!
TIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!

anyway,
yesterday saw me going Changi for a 'family' chalet.
It's my brother's mother-in-law birthday.

My mum's grandchildren.
wait...that would make them my nephew/nieces.
hmmmmmmm...
and then we decided to go to the beach.
Headed to the boardwalk with Mum and SIL.

it was low tide so we could walk on the beach.
There were people looking for seashells, shell fishes and such.
There's nothing like the sea wind.
I wanna go to Tioman again!!

(:
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And the photos from the Home Studio thingy is ready.
but not complete!

yes, i don't look like any of them.

I like this picture of me and mum,
coz for once, she smiled properly.

check out those muscles.

Black, purple, green, maroon.

Kendarat Cik Normah & Co.
and i want to pinch chita's cheek!
so cute!

The non-tudung wearing people.
hehe.
and then it was potraits and candids!

We're one big kecoh family .

Jellies 2nd Year.

2008-11-11T00:00:00.004+08:00

Guess who turned TWO today?
THE JELLIES.
We celebrated the first year at zoo, which was fun!

We've come a long way since we started out 2 years ago.
What's constant is that these people never failed to put a smile on my face.
They are always there when I need them.

Dear Jellies/ Agar-agar,
Thank you for being the greatest friends I could ever ask for.
Thanks for the merepek-ness.
Thanks for the laughters.
No thanks for picking on me.
I love each and everyone of you kay?
Always remember that.

Mira, thanks for being my bestfriend. that pretty much sums it all.
Please go learn the guitar ASAP.
Nurra, I'm happy on how things are going for you.
Follow your heart. Thanks for always being there to listen to me.
Mun, thank you for always noticing the unobvious,
and your gift at creating the most random jokes. Always look forward to DYHTT...
Roy, you make me want to strangle you sometimes, but there are times that only you can understand my lame jokes and retarded sense of humor. Be safe on the roads.

AND PEOPLE,
I WANT A JELLY ADVENTURE PRONTO!
I MISS THOSE TIMES!

xoxo,
Fyeeeeeeeeeza <3

2 years and counting, baybeh!
God Bless (:

Don't Forget

2008-11-09T00:20:00.001+08:00

A preview of what's to come.

My favourite piece of the day.

My sister and me.
Reminds me so much of Anita Sarawak.

Behind- the- scene.

Future SIL and Me.
Make up, kudos to my sis' bestie.

Can't wait for the 'official' photos.
These photos are from the cousin's own digicam.
hehehe.
K, i need to sleep.
Goodnight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUN!

2008-11-06T11:29:00.003+08:00

i'm one day late becoz of some technical glitch,

but I want to give a shout out to my matjelly,

MUN!

the boy turned 19 yesterday.

so dude,

happy birthday (:

may all your dreams and wishes come true in the years to come.

and thanks for being such a great friend.

God Bless!

Principles of Marketing.

2008-11-03T14:19:00.010+08:00

yea, we're a tad too late for Halloween.

it was raining, and we were walking along canteen one.

and i was wearing slippers.

I said,

"YEELOO!
Hold me tight.
I'm gonna slip, fall and die!"

and she couldn't stop laughing.

My favourite girl in and outside sch<3

yes, i'm blogging in class right now.
I'm bored.

After about 2 and a half years,
I'm still wondering what the hell I'm doing in Business.

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[edit]

DARLENE CRASHED.

HARD DISK NOT FOUND.

OPERATION SYSTEM CORRUPTED.

freaaaaaaaak.

you know how to reach me.

[/editted]

& puh-lease girl, you ain't got anything that I want.
infact, you're a contradiction to whatever I believe in.
So no need for jealousy aye?

Trick or Treat?

2008-11-01T18:06:00.007+08:00

So Friday night, we planned to drop by SU's NP@45 event.
But after much contemplation,
we ended up at Bugis for a sheesha session with Jellies.
And Hafiz.
The week was a pretty laid back one.
So it's was a good wind-down time.

Siti Kamirah, Nur Raihan, Norshafiza.
also known as, Jellybabes.

Mira is happy that we got to sheesha.
Nurra is stoned.
I'm.....busy.

My partner-in-bullying-Roy, Nurra!

Bujang Lapok Version 2.0
More pics @ Facebook.
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Humans are such a hypocritical bunch.
So stop acting like you're all that.
My feelings are best described in the words of Paramore,

"Second chances they don't ever matter,
people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more,
I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness,
we're both supposed to have exchanged,
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up."

Geez.
-

Now all you people,
Be nice to your friends.
Karma baby, karma.

Of Senior Year & Gila-gila Remaja.

2008-10-27T21:17:00.007+08:00

So I hope everyone's enjoying the long weekends,
which is ending very soon. and then it's back to sch. urgh.
anyway, i had fun this past weekend with the most wonderful bunch of people.
Outing with The Sisterchicks and The Jellies.
aweeeeeesome!
-

Friday was the opening day of High School Musical 3.
yea yea, we're 19 and all.we heard you.
but really, it was the best movie out of the 3.
It's about their last year in sch, and of course, graduation.
And it made me think about mine,
which is coming sooooon.
scary.

we were in a cinema full of kids, caucasian kids.
and boy. these kids are vocal about their fascination with Zac Efron.
they practically SCREAMED when he came on screen,
and several scenes when he took off his shirt.

The music and dancing was aweeeesome!
I wanna learn the waltz now. hahah.

I love my babes.
-

& Sunday afternoon saw me having picnic with The Jellies!
I was praying the whole day that it won't rain.
And thank God, the weather was on our side.
So we met late afternoon and had a blast.
As you can see,
we took loads of photos.

The Jellies.
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I'm telling you there ain't no one

Roy and Nurra wore green,
Mun and I wore black,
Mira wore grey.
And this was all unplanned.

The Green and Black shirt people.
and we had the most awesome time taking jump shots.
i love how people's faces are odd and weird when they are jumping.

and yes, I got 'kicked' twice, in the face.
By Roy and Mun.
But no, they didn't do that obviously. they're nice guys.
it just looked that way. haha.
and then I had this brilliant idea of lying down on the grass/sand
and taking our group pics that way.

there was a milipede/centipede in front of us.
That explains Roy's and my expressions.

But I had the best time with this bunch(:
I woke up at 7am today, coz I couldn't sleep.
I hear 'Let Me Take You There' by The PWT,
and it reminded me of the videos that The Jellies had.
It inspired me to do this.
Warning: It's random.

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Okay, I gotta do my tutorials now.
More pictures @ Facebook/Friendster.

Have a great week ahead y'all!
Take care!

Mat Minah Raye: Part 2

2008-10-19T22:12:00.005+08:00

So this year, we started our Raya visiting a bit later than the last.
At about 3 pm, to be exact.
But this time, it's only the North and West side.

Power Rangers?

Us and our different expressions. Haha,

Nurra: Aku nervous!!

Kiter KoolzXzX.

Nurra: Ok, aku dah calm down.

Zul and his trademark Jester smile.
Taken before I became a laughing stock. Sheesh.

As much as I like to disturb her, I love her lah!

Zul: Aku cute!
Mun: Perut aku buncittt!
Nurra & Fiza: Eh, cepat senyum. Roy tgh nak ambik gambar!

10pm, and the craziness gets worse as the night pass.

Jellies at Midnight!
Last house, Zul's crib.

Last shot of the night,
and it was home sweet home.
It was a tiring but definitely a non-stop laughing business with the clan.
I'm already lookig forward to next year's Raye with them.
But something closer to look forward to would be.........
Jellies 2nd.
Wait and see.
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School will start full force tomorrow.
And I'm not ready.
Well, I don't think I will ever be ready.
But it's not my call.
So yes, last semester.
Less than 6 months before graduation.
The last lap.
Make it or break it, Fyeza.

MatMinah Raye Part 2

2008-10-19T11:57:00.002+08:00

Fyeza is currently uploading and editing photos
of Raye outing with The Jellies Feat. Zul
Please check back soon.

This post is brought to you by The Jellybabes.

Thank You.

Holding out for a Hero

2008-10-13T22:12:00.002+08:00

I am currently bored.
So I shall post endless pictures of Hari Raya outing with my famiy,
this past weekend.

Kak Nisa, Soon to be sister in law(:

Many said we look alike. Really?

Eight, Six, Nine~~teen~~, Four.

Photos by Noor Arshad
Editting by Norshafiza

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I hope everyone's doing well for the first week of sch.
Ok I decide that I shall abruptly end the entry here.

G'night and G'bye.

2008-10-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

I met up with the classmates yesterday.
Although it was a damn last minute,
and only the five of us,
I really had a great time with them, as always.

Caught up and exchanged stories about our respective attachments.
I'm glad everyone is doing well.
Oh, and revelations!
'The Hot Shorts Gang'
SAY WHUTTT?!

Dessert was superb.
I'm so gonna miss them when sch reopens ):

Us doing our crazy things,
Really, i'm so gonna miss them.
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Today is the day that I've been waiting for since 7 weeks ago.
It is the last day of attachments!
Thank God it's over.
But it was a great learning experience nonetheless.
& so after work,
headed to town to meet my Chickas for a shopping trip!
and I burnt a hole in my already depleting bank account.
Bleargh.
-

I'm so gonna sleep my weekends away.
Oh, and going to my cousins' open houses.

The official photographer of Raya 08, a.k.a my brother,
have uploaded the pictures!
So sedara-mara, sanak-saudara, cucu-cicit,
please feel free to visit
http://picasaweb.google.com/noor.rshut
for pictures.
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So take care now!

p/s: goody2 and good fashion sense. i'll keep that in mind. haha!

LEBARAN 2008.

2008-10-06T21:05:00.006+08:00

so here's an update about my rayer so far.
Day One was spent at home, as usual.
Entertained my cousins/relatives/pakcik/makcik who came over.

the paternal side.
and then the maternal side came over in late afternoon.

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Day Two, I dragged myself to work.
Time seems to be passing very slowwwwwwly.
Got home, changed and went to my uncle's place.

Meet the newest addition to the family.
My cousin's baby, Isabelle.
She's a ball of cuteness and is only 4 months old.

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Day Three.
Work. Home. Slept early.
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Day Four was out visiting with the family.

The future SIL, SIL, Me(duh!), Sis.

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Day Five.
Covered 8 houses.
And by the end of it,
We were shagged, bruised(chita. hehe.) and bloated.

Opah's house.
I don't like the colour of our baju kurung!
Hartini and I agreed that our baju kurung is the colour of baby shit.
And we looked like kendarat.

Mummy, SIL, Me,Hartini.

Sister, SIL, Me, Hartini.

Kids, you just gotta love them.

I don't know why I looked so fascinated by Zharfan's phone.

here' the deal.
We wanted to take a cousin group pic.
And the house almost collapse.
So kecoh!

Here's proof of what we went through to get a decent shot.

FINALLY!

Daughters and Son of Zaiton and Basha.
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Visiting will continue next weekend.
And this is my last week of attachments!
Amin to that (:
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Till further updates,
Take care people!

Suara Takbir.

2008-10-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

Fyeza ingin mengambil kesempatan ini
untuk mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Salam Sayang,
FYEZA.

Aku tak tahu ape motive kau.

2008-09-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

Happy weekends people!
So I guess most of you are busy with helping the folks around the house,
full of anticipation for this coming wednesday.
i hope things are going a-ok yea?
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it was iftar with the jellies and yani at geylang last wednesday.
it was arnold's, yet again.
and it was a hot hot hot day.
earlier in the day i went to geylang with my mum to get some of her stuff,
then to Ikea Tampiness with my brother and his fiancee,
and then back to geylang to meet the bunch.
so yes, sungguh menguji iman aku.

the tired faces before break fast.

yeay yeay! about 5 mins before buke!
and after buke we walked around bazaar.

the girls.

My Jellies.

Jellybabes rock or whaaaaaaaat.

Let's play a game.
Spot the difference.
But then again, let's not.

We ended up at a playground somewhere.
it was a nice iftar(:
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okay, i got a date with lewis hamilton.
take care!

Grandfather's Clock.

2008-09-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

some days, just flew by so fast.
some days, it just feels that time is crawling on all fours.
some days, you want it to last forever.
some days, you want it to end and not wanting to see it again.
some days, you just want to hide from the world.
but at the end of the day,

we have 24 hours a day.
1440 minutes.
86400 seconds.

good or bad,
we can't change time.
we can't make time go faster.
we can't make time go slower.

i guess that's the beauty of this life.
it all comes with time.

and i realised with time,
i'm becoming less of the person that i am.
that's what i think anyway.
i don't think i was this bitter last time.
i don't think i was this gloomy before this.
i don't think i was this cranky.
frankly, i don't know what and where I went wrong.
So I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone directly, or indirectly.

On The Line

2008-09-21T10:35:00.003+08:00

okay, here's an overdued update on the week!
thursday was out with kin and mira to geylang.
this would be my first geylang trip for the fasting month.
so i'm pretty psyched about this trip.
but after walking around,
i realised that it was quite boring.
ever shop practically sells the same things!
and those glittery kebaya, which probably weighs 25 pounds each, is still around!
do people actually buy those? when will it go out of style! gosh.
but i guess the best things about the bazaar is the FOOD GALORE!
from kebabs, to dengdeng, to otak-otak to takoyaki.
yummyyy!
here are the pictures we took.

Kin & Mira!

it was a hot afternoon.

Mira & Fiza.

while queuing to reserve our table at arnold's.
it's ridiculous. we queued at 5pm as they are taking reservation at 5.30pm.
but the queue was already long then.
but thankfully we did get a table.
after ordering our food, we went to look around while waiting for break fast time.

we rested our tired feet,
and complained how slow time is passing.
the finally, it's time to break our fast.

i love the chicken!
and the criss cut fries.
but we ordered to much food for the 3 of us.
so with our bloated stomachs, we went to check out the bazaar after that.

the lights, the sights, the sound.
it all finally came together.
yes people. it's nine more days to Aidilfitri.
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on friday, broke fast with Mira, Nab and her cousin, Nadia.
went to jurong point's pizza hut.
it's too bad kin can't join us.
but i had fun.

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it was off to J.B yesterday(saturday) with the family.
my raya outfit is finally ready.
was an uneventful trip.
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& that's all for now.
Happy days people!
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Never would've said forever
If I knew we'd end so fast
Why did you say I love you
If you knew that it wouldn't last?

Can you see it now?

2008-09-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

i'm bored.

Say Goodnight & Goodbye.

2008-09-13T22:45:00.005+08:00

This post is gonna be about my 2 most favourite groups of people in my life.
The SisterJellies/ Jellychicks (whichever you prefer)
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As promised, a proper update.
Ok birthday celebration with them chicks are uber fun!
We headed to this place at Haji Lane for break fast and sheesha.
We had a buffet of middle east cuisine.
& I don't think it went well for us.
C'mon! The pudding tasted like soap.
But it's an experience I guess.
At the end of it,
I guess each of us learned something new/shocking(for me at least)
about ourselves.
Well, I guess we each have flaws and will work to be better ladies (:
Moving on, this is what they gave me.

My favourite flowers; White Roses.
A black and white photo collage of us.
A wallet.

Thanks girls(:
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& yesterday, The Jellies surprised me.
I was indeed, surprised.
Well, this is what happened.
Nurra asked me out to break fast, so I said yes.
But to my dissappointment the other Jellies can't make it,
due to their own commitments.
She suggested West Coast Park.
Weird, but we ended up there.
So after break fast, we went to the ~~ice~~water breaker to chill and talk.
Then there was this point of time when I turned and saw Mira.
She was supposed to be at sch.
Then I saw Mun and Roy behind her carrying a cake.
I totally didn't expect it from them!

The Jellybabes.
Where were the Matjellies?
One taking this picture, the other one was with his ladylove.
Go figure who is doing what. Haha!
& this is what they gave me.

A very sweet card.
A handphone thingy with my name, a white rose and our picture/jellies logo.
The metal plate thingy that Roy engraved.
Awww! Thanks guys!
Oh btw, I smelt of cake by the end of the night.
No thanks to them!
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Have a great weekend people!
God Bless(:

One step at a time.

2008-09-10T21:32:00.005+08:00

First and foremost,
Happy Birthday to my dearest Mum.
Blessed be(:
ILY.
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My birthday celebration with the besties was a blast!
To view more pictures, you guys can check out my friendster.

I owe it to these girls for the wonderful day.

Check out our blog: http://sisterchickstyle.blogspot.com

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Last friday when we went back (Nurra and Roy not in pic) to drop by the camp.
Will blog more during the weekends.
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oh yes before I go,
my song of the moment: One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks.
Somehow, this song is just so inspiring.

Sometimes, at work, i find myself cursing when the work piles up,
(afterwhich I go, "oh yea, i'm fasting. not suppose to curse.")
or when i can't find a file that i'm supposed to find,
or the figures just refuse to match up.
Frankly, i hate my job. I can't imagine doing this for the rest of my life.
But this song somehow reminded me to take thing slow,
just by taking one step at a time.
& take deep breaths.

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
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& Again to those who tagged and wished me,
Thank you very much (:

Virgo, Sapphire and Everything In Between.

2008-09-07T00:24:00.008+08:00

& just because I turned 19 today,
& becoz I'm too free,
i shall post up embarrassing baby pictures of myself here.

so this is me, when i was maybe one years old.
surrounded/suffocated by soft toys at my cousin's.

This is during my cukur rambut ceremony.
I realised that I have quite a high forehead, then.

I think this is my second birthday, at Sentosa.
I was flipping through old pictures and
I realised that I liked celebrating my birthdays there.

The parental unit.
Best spoken in the words of Celion Dion's Because You Love Me.

For all the stands you stood by me
For all the truths you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrongs that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful
You're the one that saw me through it all
I'm everything I am
Because you love me

Guess my favourite expression when I was a kid.
Haha.

My cousins and me!
and yes,the bottom 2 pictures are Boncet and me!
The one on the right taken at our grandaunt's place at Malacca.
I remembered we were fighting for the epok2, hence, his crossed face.
and the one on the left is at syuhadah's old house, when nenek was still alive.
tak censored betol lah budak nie!
and no matter how he's going to slim down after NS or so,
he'll still be my boncet cousin.
and a happy very very belated birthday to you!
yeay yeay! kiter dah nineteen! haha.
the kudut cousin and hadi still got 2 more years before they're legal though.
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anyway, last but not least,
thanks to all who wished me.

Take care and God Bless!

Cinderella Story Scene.

2008-09-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

IT'S THE WEEKENDS!
YEAYYY!
my TGIF was great.
went to school and break fast with Nurra, Yani & her bf.
Roy joined us a while later and then we visited the Challengers for a bit.
we had a great time laughing and making silly comments.
its's been some time since i laughed so hard.
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*SPOILERS*

One Tree Hill; Season 6 Episode 1
One Word: SUSPENSE.
The makers of this tv series had outdid theirselves, yet again.
The first episode kept me at the edge of my seat.
Especially about Dan and Nanny Carrie.
Yes people, the bitch is back!
Oh, a big boohoo to Leyton!
I'm a fan of Brucas and will always be.
Anyways, Go catch it!

Gossip Girl; Season 2 Episode 1
So the most anticipated show is back for Season 2!
The first episode picked up on where Blair and Chuck left off.
Nate is having an affair with a married woman. Really Nate?
Selena and Dan broke up for the summer, but i think they'll get back together.
My favourite quote of the episode:
"The true reason why I should stay right where I am.
Three words, eight letters
Say it, and I'm yours."
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Start of something new?

Crush.

2008-08-30T22:23:00.003+08:00

hello people!
FINALLY.
its the long awaited weekends.
hope you guys are going round having fun yea!
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anyway, here's a decent update on my life,
and outing with my 2 most favorite groups of people,
the Sisterchicks and the Jellies,
back-to-back.

after work on thursday,
i head out to town to meet my bestfriends!
they wanted a karaoke session before the fasting month.
it was the best karaoke session i had!

we let loose and went crazy and screamed/sing like there was no tomorrow.
jumped around and turned the place upside down.

i had fun girls.
meet up soon aye!
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So after work on Friday,
headed to Bugis to meet them Jellies.
it was awhile since we got together.

i'm like, whatever mira.

he's not a mat rep. really.
he just poses like that.

had dinner and then went to taman warisan(what? i know) to sit around.
caught up on each other's lives and told stories.

the other 2 jellybabes.
Nurra and Mira!

the gold embroidery reads "King".

we love public transportation.
(is it me or does mun look extra tall in this pic?)

anyway, catching up with these people was great.
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i'm counting down the days that i'll end my attachments.
urgh.
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one more week of being 18.
19 is such an awkward number don't you think?
it's like neither here, nor there.
if you don't get me, nvm.
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TAKE CARE LOVE!

We were once so strong,

2008-08-26T21:05:00.003+08:00

& so attachments are here.
its sucking the energy out of me,
and you'll find me being grumpy from 5:30pm onwards.
i think the part that irks me most is the fact that i have to wake up early.
and i am not a morning person.
so go figure.
and travelling from the west to the east, for the next week or so, isn't helping either ):
i feel you, dalvin.
I'm so looking forward to the weekends.
It seems like time is moving very slowly when you are not having fun.
my boss and colleagues are nice though.

class chalet tmr.
still thinking if i should go.
it's like i'll only reach there at 7pm and I have to be back early coz I have work the next day.
But i'll get to see my crazy mates.
We'll see abt that.

i went to bed at 9.30pm yesterday.
the earliest since eons ago.
and i'm going to bed soon too.

see how boring my life is?
I'm talking about my bedtime for God's sake.

Goodnight world.

So tell me what we're fighting for?

2008-08-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was out with Kin and Mira, with our suprise guest.

it turned out to be our primary school malay teacher,

Cikgu Zailena!

It was indeed a nice surprise.

Had dinner at Bugis, and Cikgu Z wanted to treat us Coffeebean after that.

Walked to Raffles City and ended up at Starbucks.

Sat and talked about our primary school days.

Talked about our aspirations.

Through the night she has this advice for us.

"Jangan jadi cikgu. Ade lagi banyak kerja lagi yang awak boleh buat."

Don't be a Teacher, there's other jobs out there that you can still do.

And it made me think twice about my future plans.

The future.

It all seems a little scary.

One more sem(ihope!) till graduation.

And then what?

Do I work?

Do I further my studies?

What?

And that's what's making it scary.

I don't know what I want to do.

& we managed to catch the spectacular fireworks while we were at City Hall.

my wonderful bestfriends.

the *ahem* terrific three.

& we totally forgot to take pictures with Cikgu Z.

Have a good week lovelies!

My 4.0 GPA Rockstar.

2008-08-22T11:52:00.003+08:00

YEAY!!! THE EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
well, technically it was yesterday.
but i was too lazy to blog.
went karaoke with the mira, nurra and yani yesterday after my last paper!
it was a blast as usual.
had our fair share of laughs and gossip.
but we didn't take any pictures,
so that explains the lack of visuals in my blog recently.
hung out with riznum(haha!) after that.
so thats how i basically spent my last day of exams.

dinner tonight with mira and kin!
apparently mira has a surprise guest for us.
hmmm. i wonder who.
this ought to be interesting.
and they're gonna accompany me check out my workplace,
coz i have no idea where it is!
speaking of which, my attachments would start on monday ]:
a tad too fast, but not like i have got any choices.

now, I'm gonna spend my short break(3 days) doing something useful.
like watch all the shows that i've been missing.
starting with, The Secret Life of the American Teenager.
One Tree Hill Season 6 will be back of 1st September! YAY!
Gossip Girl Season 2 will be back in September as well! YAY!
VMA 2008 will be on 7th September too! Can't wait for that.
don't you just loooove September? hehehehe.

Ok Imma go watch episode 3 of The Secret Life of the American Teenager.
Have a great holidays y'all!
Take Care and God Bless!

Just Like You.

2008-08-19T01:23:00.007+08:00

It amazes me how the scent of the night air reminds me of you.
Everything came back to me.
Everything I had once stood for... what we had stood for.
Everyone thought we had it good.
Everyone though we had it well.
Everyone thought we would make it.
But just like everyone, I thought wrong.

I stood by my window, taking in every breath.
Each with its own memory of you,
Each with its own meaning of how much you meant to me.
Like a child, the night air was carefree and playful, just like how we used to be.
But also, like a stormy night, it hit me cold and uncertain, just like you.
As I close my eyes and feel it envelop me,
it turned into Nothingness.
Just like you.

Can't Have You.

2008-08-14T01:48:00.005+08:00

Hey people! Just a quick update.
It's the study week and I'm having a hard time trying to do just that, which is to STUDY.
I'm glad to say that I'm one module down, well almost,and have 4 more to study.
First paper is Company Law which is this Friday,
& it would be exams for me till next Thursday.
So the weekends are pretty much hardcore mugging period for me.
There's 3 days to look forward to after exams before starting attachments.
Short, but hey, beggers can't be choosers aye?
So my life would be pretty mundane till the end of exams.
Hope yours is much more interesting than mine.
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On a lighter note, JB's new album 'A Little Bit Longer' is out!
Awesome stuff.
Go take a listen!

I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Begging to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

on repeat.
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Till the next entry,
Take Care & Good Luck.
Much Loves from Me.

FourtyThird.

2008-08-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

& it's been 43 years since we gained independence.
Happy National Day fellow Singaporeans!
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& every national day without fail,
My parents would remind me of how afraid of fireworks i was when i was a kid.
I vividly remembered watching the parade
with my parents at Padang when i was 5 or something.
I was excited when I saw the uniform groups marching in.
But when they fired their rifles and the firing of the cannons,
I screamed bloody murder and went hysterical.
My parents thought that was bad but they don't know what was coming their way.
During the fireworks display, instead of being in awe,
I cried and screamed like it's the end of the world.
& that's exactly how I felt at that time.
In case you guys are wondering what I was so scared about,
it's the loud explosion sound that came with the fireworks.
Same goes for the rifle/cannon incident earlier on.
But thankfully, I grew out of that stage.
I no longer scream or become hysterical when I watch fireworks!
In fact, I love fireworks now.
& guess what?
My niece, Chita, has taken over me.
Although she didn't go crazy like I did, but she is afraid of fireworks.
When I asked her if she wants to watch the fireworks again,
she went, "No, you go. I stay home with Atok."
This coming from the girl who loves to go out.
Go figure.

Cousin, Aunt, Late Grandmother, Brother, Me, Sister.
& I look pretty fly for a 3 year old, no?
Totally rocked those sunnies and sun hat!
If i'm not lazy, I shall post more of such pictures in future entries [:
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Lastly, to those mugging, Good luck.
To those who are already gonna start holidays or already having holidays,
you suck. okay, i'm totally kidding. You people have fun!

G'Night M'dears!

Lucky date.

2008-08-08T15:10:00.008+08:00

*IMAGE HEAVY POST*

& so, here's the deal.
Lucky Kin won complimentary tickets to High School Musical on Ice.
Four complimentary tickets.
So she decided to ask her bestfriends along.
Thank you Nurul Ashikin bte Samsuri!

oh, and we got pretty good seats.
Section A.
but the crowd around us wasn't feeling it.
Boohoo.
anyway, headed to meet Kin and Nab in the afternoon and headed to Expo.
Since Mira was from sch, she's just gonna meet us there.
had dinner at BK.

while waiting for mira.
i love BK's Chicken Sandwich (:
& the girl arrived.

Hooray to cliche mirror shots!

we were psyched!
& boy, we felt old.
there were kids all around.
some of them are even wearing cheerleading uniforms
and waving pompoms in the air.
cute stuff.

Nab & Kin, before the show.

Mira, Fiza & Kin, before the show.
then the lights dimmed, and the show started!

the skating rink.

the stage.
great lighting and sound system!

and some pretty awesome ice skating skillZzZ by the skaters.
& no, they are not the original actors/ actresses in the movie.

we bought those hats and candy floss.
cost us 8 bucks, each.

Nab & Fiza.
and the show was over in 1hr 15 mins.
it was kinda rushed, in my opinion.
but great nonetheless.

red carpet; sisterchicks style.
and we went to changi airport after that for some chill out session.
talked and laughed.
and went crazy.

the kind of crazy that you can only be when you're with your bestfriends (:

& with that we said goodnight.
reached home only at 1am.
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i realised how short I am as compared to the rest. urgh.
We've made plans for graduation.
We've made a pact that we are gonna travel before one of us get married.
Most importantly,
We plan to be there for each other through the highs and low,
& that's the only plan that I can bet my life with.
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Blink our eyes, life's rearranged
To our surprise it's still okay
That's the way things happen
Worlds are spinning round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies would be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

Happy 08.08.08 lovelies (:

Never there.

2008-08-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

For the years of lost hope
Tears flow freely now
Accompanied by my lost faith
Sitting here wishing
You'd take back what you've said

You seem to be there
But I don't feel you anywhere
Your words are lost in translation
Or was it all my imagination?

Don't tell me I didn't care
Don't tell me I didn't try
Baby, you were never there
So tell me is this fair?

So let's skip the false pretense
We've lost ourselves tonight
Stop pretending that you care
Coz it breaks me inside
To never feel you there

-Fyeza; 06.08.08